What May Come

I think my decision has been made (for me).

And what may happen because of this decision is yet to be seen.

But I suppose it is like that with all decisions.

Gosh, I just want to be able to know that things will turn out alright. That my life won't be in tatters because of this. I want to be able to trust that this is right; that this is the plan going right and not wrong.

Tomorrow is a day full. Confirmation at church tomorrow, followed by lunch at Pastor's. Then I have the distinct pleasure of working on portfolio's all day/night to be ready for Monday and then conferences.

Monday will be interesting. The representative from the State is coming to evaluate the Preschool for All program...thus she will be judging me on things I cannot change. Sucks. And it doesn't help that certain others involved are ready and willing and able to throw me under the bus for personal gain. ANYWAYS, I am confident that I am doing all I can to make the program the best it can be in the circumstances. Though others are constantly trying to thwart my efforts.

Only 8 days of teaching left, 2 days of conferences and 1 day of screenings.

I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.

Decisions.

Making a change is hard. Especially when there are pros and cons to each of the decisions leading to a change. In other words...what do I do? Each choice has equal pros and cons and they directly impact my present and my future. UGH! I want to have faith that either way God will provide and what not, but GOSH!!! I just want to know the right choice to make...and I need to figure it out soon. Like in the next few weeks. And then when I make my choice I have to put together a really detailed plan of action. Pretty much I need to get my act together and start praying hard because I need His help with this one.

Reminder for myself: When you wonder what life holds for you, remember who holds your life.