There are a lot of cuts happening to education in the area. A lot of positions being eliminated and a lot of teachers being pink-slipped. It makes me nervous. The programs they are cutting include mine and I really need my job. I also really want to be able to expand my career into new areas and I cannot do that if they are cutting all these other teachers. There are too many people competing for these positions.
I can't help but think that coming here, to Rockford, was a huge mistake. SURE we are doing fine, but I am so jealous of the other girls that I know that graduated with me that LOVE their jobs. I just want to love teaching again.
I also noticed that more and more people are getting pregnant and having babies. It seems so crazy to me that we are old enough to be doing that! It seems like just yesterday I was in high school, graduating college, getting married! Babies seem so far away still! But I have to say I have had the feeling that I do want babies...and maybe soon. Ha! Crazy that I am actually feeling that way!
Otherwise...I feel lonely here in Rockford. Wish I had friends here or at least friends that lived closer. I am really enjoying my Bible study with David, but once again babies. All the couples there have babies...it's as if I need a baby to fit in...or feel like I fit in. I am really missing Michigan and my family. I want it to be spring. I want to be in Florida for spring break! ha!
P.S. Marilyn Monroe wasn't a bimbo...new book I am reading about her is really interesting and it is making me really like her!
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