ready or not, here comes change!

Went into work today for the first day and was told that I may not have a job.

The state still owes the center $30,000 from last years grant and they haven't started paying this years.

The owner and director have been on the phone with every state representative and even Governor Quinn's personal aid who said "Good luck! You can right a letter butt he [Quinn] probably won't even read it".

My director was crying while telling me this and it was so tough because it's not her fault. The program will either be officially cut or not by Friday. Until then I am kinda in limbo.

I have to start asking around about unemployment and what not. And then we have to figure out what we are going to do with our plans. Hubby probably won't go to grad school, I might go out of state to find a teaching job and then we'll be separated for a while, I might go and get my nursing degree, who knows.

Friday will tell all. Until then I put my trust in God; he has plans for me.